rebecca

These really made my day. I send Natalie the worst photos and photos that I wouldn't ever sent to anyone else. It's nice to know that at least one person finds me hilarious! 

I had loads of lovely messages from friends and even spoke to my family on skype which made me a bit emotional if I'm honest. No matter how amazing my birthday was I don't think I ever would have beaten the sadness that came from not being at home. 

In the afternoon I went shopping with my flat mate Nicole which was nice! We got there not too long before the shops closed but we made the best of it and swatched so much makeup, looked at so many things we couldn't afford and had a Starbucks! I bought a few things; two shirts (I think I'm obsessed, especially the River Island ones), some pyjamas and a velvet pinafore! We then went for a Nandos with my other flatmate Kayleigh and the girls payed for my meal which was so lovely of them!

We came home to a cake from my flatmate Abbey and we all sat down and watched 'Blended' which is SO good I would recommend it to anyone! 

It was such a lovely day and as soon as I was out and about I forgot about not being at home! Thank You to anyone who wishes me Happy Birthday and to the girls mentioned in this post, you made it a very happy day!

Thanks For Reading!

Becky 

We stayed up till like 1am eating, drinking and giggling and I couldn't have had a better start to my day.

The morning wasn't the best, I had a bit of a meltdown but Paige and Giorgia were there to hug me and make sure I was ok! I also had lovely photos from a few friends put on Instagram with such lovely messages and also a video of me and my best friend Natalie dancing and singing in my car which I have to admit, made me cry a little...

Then we all went to town and I got some lovely presents, I also met my friend Jess who I haven't seen in months and we went for a drink. However, throughout the day I couldn't shake the feeling of being sad and all I really wanted was to be at home, crying and listening to Coldplay. I ended up ringing my lovely friend Ruth on the way home who I ranted to about my day and how I was gutted I wouldn't be seeing her on my birthday!

Then, when I got home, I had to get ready to go out. I was not in the mood. I had never been so upset or angry in my life and all I really wanted to do was curl up in bed and sleep forever. I told mum and dad I felt rubbish and I cried a little bit more in the bath, it wasn't turning out to be a good day. Dad had told me we were going to the pub and I was going to buy a drink since I legally can now. I wasn't too happy about this (because I'm a mardy teenager) and had said that I specifically didn't want to go to said pub because we go all the time and it just wasn't special. I was told we were going out for a posh meal after and thought this was what was happening. Oh, how wrong I was.

When I got into the pub I heard a giant scream and when I looked up most of my closest friends were there (minus Lizzie who was late, Eloise who was ill, Maddie who got her days mixed up, Kayla who never got the invitation in the first place for some reason and Natalie who was in Switzerland). I had never been so shocked in my life and I burst into tears. After a whole day of feeling like complete poo it was a huge relief to see a group of people who make my life worthwhile (cringe but true). Among the group of people was Ruth and all I could do was run up to her and give her a huge hug.

Me and Ruth tonight

Then, behind them was my family who had come from Chester, Liverpool and Bristol to be with me, so I cried again. Included in them were my little cousins Ella and Liv who two of the sweetest human beings and make me laugh all the time.

Very blurry photo of Me and Ella